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Name: Aveek
Location: Texas, United States
Birthday: 8/31/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: Power Lifting, Music, Concerts, Cars, Paintball, Anime, Computers, Games, Movies, Ping Pong, Chillin, Berserk, Cowboy Bebop, Hellsing, Noir, FLCL, Scryed, Marilyn Manson, Disturbed, Seether, In Flames, Evanescence, Staind, Three Days Grace, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Nightwish, Eminem, R. Kelly, Too Short, Ying Yang Twins, Lil Jon & The Eastside Boyz, DJ Dean, DJ Tiesto. I breathe music.
Expertise: Fixin Shit, Computers, Cars, Random Shit


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Member Since: 10/20/2003

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

What the fuck.  My calculus teach died over the weekend.  That's so upsetting..He was so cool and young and smart...He didn't deserve it...I don't even know what to say...
Currently Playing
Antichrist Superstar
By Marilyn Manson
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Friday, October 22, 2004

Wow.  I've been so busy I haven't had time to update in months.  College is awesome.  It's so great having this much freedom.  But at the same time I have to be a lot more responsible which sorta sucks.  My classes are alright.  I'm taking Sequences, Series, and Multivariable Calculus, Introduction to Philosophical Inquires, Principles of Chemistry, and Rhetoric and Composition.  4 classes, not a lot, not too little.  But I do have an assload of free time which is nice.  I guess it's bad that I waste so much time doing almost nothing...aka playing games.  I'm trying decently hard to get a 4.0 this semester but I don't know how that's going to workout.  So much is up in there air right now.  But it would be nice to have a 4.0 to help me get into BME since those fuckers didn't accept me.  I need to meet my professors and get to know them a little so I can get recommendations to get me into honors.  I don't want to be just another engineer in the sea.  That's no good.  Being average doesn't help get you anywhere.  My parents miss me so much it's sick.  I have to call them several times a day otherwise they get really sad.  I think my mom even got sick for a good week when I left.  I feel sorry for her because there really isn't anyone here for her other than me and my dad.  So I can't imagine what she does at home all day.  They wanted me to come home every week to see them but I told them I couldn't do that.  I do want to visit them but I also want to experience college.  You can't do that if you're never there for the weekends.  I haven't been to as many parties as I thought I would have been to by now.  But I've been to a couple and I've had a lot of fun.  Finally real parties.  They're nice.

I need to get an XboX.  I ordered Halo 2, but I don't have an XboX.  How stupid is that.  I bought Half-life 2 and I ordered World of Warcraft(WoW) a few days ago as well.  Probably not a good thing but I couldn't help myself.  This is sad.  I'm in college and I still waste my time and life away playing video games.

I need to go to another concert.  I missed the deftones concert last week.  I was a bit upset about that but oh well.  There new CD does suck.  Children of Bodom and Lamb of God are coming to town.  I might go to that but probably not.

I'm not really happy with this update but I don't really know what to say.  There's so much that has happened...yet it's hard to make it seem that way with words.  latez 

P.S. I love my goldfish
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Love Always
By K-Ci & Jojo
11 - All My Life
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Thursday, August 19, 2004

wow.  I leave on Saturday.  I can't believe it.  Time flew so by.  There are still things I want to do, things I need to do.  But I can't now.  Fuck.  But at the same time, I'm really excited to go.  But I'm also sad and somewhat afraid of what's to come...


Tuesday, August 10, 2004

I feel like going to a concert right now.  That's really sad considering I've been to three in the last 12 days.  Ozzfest was fucking awesome.  Edgefest was even more fucking awesome.  I thought Seether put on the best show by far.  omg it was so good.  Evanescense was good.  They covered the Korn song Thoughtless which was pretty cool.  Blue October is a really good band.  I had never heard them much before but after hearing them live I bought their CD and got it signed.  I also got the Three Days Grace CD signed.  I had seen them before and they were awesome once again.  I got the Seether CD signed as well.  But right now my general mind set is fucked up.  I feel like crying no matter what I do.  I was listening to Disturbed really loud and I realised I felt a lot better.  I guess I just like loud music.  I finally got Doom3 to work.  omfg that game is so fucking scary.  It scared the fucking shit out of me.  But it's awesome I'll beat it sometime.  I can't wait to get out of this house.  less than week left.  I can't believe time went by so fast.  I look back and wonder where it all went.  There's still so much I feel like doing but I don't think I'll be able to.  I need to call up my friends in Chicago sometime so I can keep in touch with them.  That'ld be cool.  I'm sorta nervous to call them though because I haven't talked to most of them in years.  It'll be interesting to see what they've become and to see how they did.  latez... 
Currently Playing
Believe
By Disturbed
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Sunday, August 01, 2004

I've been playing so much poker recently.  I played today, made $4 went in with $5.  Not bad.  I didn't catch much.  I went all the way down to around sevent cents.  But I managed to double up a few times.  So including today I've made around $37.  Not too bad I suppose.  I have to be careful in UT.  I know I'll be able to find lots of games but I have to make sure I don't spend gamble money I don't have.  I should read up some on playing poker to improve my game.  I played a few more variations of poker recently.  Omaha is weird.  Lots of straights and flushes.  I also played some 7 card stud.  Didn't like it too much either.  Texas Hold 'em is still the best.

I'm leaving for UT on the 21st.  That's 3 weeks away.  I still haven't finished my A+ certification.  god damnit time flies.  I need to start packing.  I need to figure out what i want to take with me.  I need to find out who my roomates are.  I'm going to Ozzfest and Edgefest this week.  Fuck yeah.

I haven't been sleeping much lately.  Went to sleep after 6 am for the last three days in a row.  But it's fun I suppose.  I hate sleeping anyways.

I saw Harold and Kumar: Go to white castle the other day.  OMFG that movie was so fucking hilarious.  5 minutes didn't go by where I wasn't laughing my ass off.  If you haven't seen it, GO FUCKING SEE IT.  TWICE.

Saw Nickelback, Puddle of Mudd, Three Doors Down, and 12 Stones on Wednesday.  Nickelback of course was fucking awesome.  Three Doors Down was aight.  They were sorta lame with their lasers, lightning bolts, flames, and the lead singer running out into the crowd and what not.  They're huge crowd pleasers.  What pissed me off too was that they showed the troops Iraq.  What cheaper way to get people to like you?  Puddle of Mudd sucked.  It would have been better if they had better equipment I'm sure.  12 stones sucked too.  But well that's why they opened.  Aight I'm out.  Latez
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Enthrone Darkness Triumphant
By Dimmu Borgir
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